CPW Confessional: Crazy mean guy

One time when I was very young this crazy guy told me he hated black people and women. I thought it really mean of him. But still, I used to sit and think "I wonder who he hates more: a black man or a white woman?"

Then I used to make little charts (in my head) of people in the order of how much the crazy guy hated them. It would look something like this:


1. White man: CG thinks this is very, very good.

2. or 3. White woman: CG thinks this is bad.

2. or 3. Black man: CG thinks this is bad too. But is it better or worse than a white woman?

4. Black woman: CG thinks this is very, very bad.


It seemed like such a toss-up between numbers 2 and 3 that I just didn't know what to do with the question.

This is how I spent my childhood.